Milestones

Everyone in this world, including you and me, have different issues, different personalities, and problems. Some of us are emotional and some of us are better at expressing our emotions – some of us aren’t and I group myself in the category of “I can’t explain it – I’m tired”.

I feel like I can’t tell everyone about my problems, some problems I can’t really write on my blog. I’m saying this because I’ve received emails concerning my life and I do understand everyone is trying to be supportive and caring and I have briefly replied to some but I can’t actually say what I feel into an email and I believe I don’t really need to answer certain emails – please don’t take it personally, I’m not being rude by ignoring you, I just believe that the most you guys can know are what I write into my excerpts. I do appreciate your concern but I do have my own life and sometimes I will feel a certain way during a certain point but that doesn’t mean I’m going to feel like that permanently. I feel fine and everything is as it is.

I do appreciate your concern but I do have my own life and sometimes I will feel a certain way during a certain point but that doesn’t mean I’m going to feel like that permanently. I wish I could tell you guys face to face that I feel fine and everything is as it is.

I feel like wherever I am in my life, I will feel pain and loss, I will have a grieving period but it will take as long as it must for me to get over that pain.

I think every single one of us, from such a young, age have these milestones in our minds where we were like; “oh at this point in my life I’ll be in this relationship, I’ll graduate, I’ll be married by this age” and so on so forth and when we don’t reach those milestones at those ages we feel like shit, especially when we compare ourselves to our peers, so let me tell you, it’s okay if things don’t go to plan. It’s okay if the timeline didn’t work out. It’s okay! It doesn’t matter what the milestone is, what matters is how content you are at this point in time.

You can’t live in a reality that hasn’t happened yet.

I hope this felt reassuring and I am thankful for all your support,

Much love,
Nisha x

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