I know I’ve been away from the keyboard for a while and I haven’t been posting – I’m so sorry – so much has been going on, I haven’t had time to write!

This past week has been so busy and next week is going to be no different! I’ve been in and out of Central London, I’ve been making most of the little time I have left before Uni takes over and the stress has been so real that my immune system is slowly failing me at the worst time.

Okay. Breathe.

1. I’m a KCL student!

I finally, finally, finaaaallly enrolled into Kings College London, which has been so surreal that I legit had to pinch myself while I was holding my ID card.

I swear I was so happy I felt like my heart was gonna come out my chest. I just wanted to laugh hysterically in Waterloo and jump up and down… I felt flutters in my stomach and in my chest! The relief I felt when I had my ID in my hands is probably the happiest moment I’ve had all summer. All those nights of studying till 4am, all the prayers, the tears – All. Fucking. Worth. It.


2. I’m an Aunty!

I an aunt to a beautiful niece called Mia, she’s only a few weeks old and she’s so beautiful. Honestly, I feel so blessed to be a part of her life and I can’t wait till she grows up! Ahhh!

3. New job!

I have the opportunity to leave my old workplace for a better one! I’ll still be doing rep work which is great. I’ll only be working weekends which is even better so I can have my Friday’s back to myself! Woo! No more stupid conference calls at 9am – I can’t wait to leave, I’m gonna get trained next week and I’ll be starting my new job the same week.

4. Relationship …

I’ve managed to patch things up with my boyfriend, we’re still taking baby steps but it’s better than having no progression at all. We’ve gone on a few dates – the National Gallery and the London Aquarium. I loved the aquarium so much, my favourite exhibition was the Jellyfish one!

5. Youtube?

I may start posting videos on Youtube again, I stopped, then started blogging and photography. I don’t know, maybe I’ll vlog around Kings College? I made a video of my time at the aquarium, I didn’t post it on Youtube – but tell me what you think? Youtube or nahh – Maybe some software recommendations which won’t cause me to break my bank?

So yeah, this is why I’ve been away and I’ve been so ill because of these changes and I’ll hopefully write more!

I hope you liked this!



I finally dyed my hair! After contemplating whether or not I could commit to the change and dry hair – I finally did it!

So, to break it down into a nice and clear organised post. I’m gonna talk about:

  • The Inspiration
  • The Process
  • The After Care
  • Do’s and Don’ts

The Inspiration!

I always knew I wanted to change my hair colour but I didn’t want it to be an extreme change I wanted a subtle change. So instead of changing my whole hair colour, or having ombre or dip dying my hair, I settled with balayage!

I liked how natural the look was and how beautiful the colours blended together.

The Process

I picked out the colour 7.24 which could be described as a golden brown colour.

I had to take an allergy test because I didn’t want to react to the dye, so I had to do this before I could even think about applying it to my hair. My hair dresser swabbed the dye behind my ear and I had to wait an hour to see if I felt any irritation and I left any residue on for about 24 hours – still no reaction or irritation so I was good to come in the next day to dye my hair.

What I wanted was think streaks of this colour but in a large quantity – I didn’t want large chunks in my hair because this would look really unnatural.

Overall, it took about 2 hours to do and by the end, my bum felt really numb for sitting in the same spot for 2 hours.

The After care!

I purchased a new shampoo from Aussie: the colour mate shampoo and the Aussie 3 Minute Miracle Colour Deep Treatment. 

I now can’t wash my hair every day and once a week I use this deep treatment to prevent my hair from going dry. I do still use my normal Body Shop banana conditioner.

Do’s and Don’ts

I can’t go swimming because the colour will fade lighter, I can still apply oil for my hair and I just have to apply less heat to my hair now, again to prevent my hair from going dry.

Before and After!








Hope you found this to be helpful!

Nisha x

Everyone in this world, including you and me, have different issues, different personalities, and problems. Some of us are emotional and some of us are better at expressing our emotions – some of us aren’t and I group myself in the category of “I can’t explain it – I’m tired”.

I feel like I can’t tell everyone about my problems, some problems I can’t really write on my blog. I’m saying this because I’ve received emails concerning my life and I do understand everyone is trying to be supportive and caring and I have briefly replied to some but I can’t actually say what I feel into an email and I believe I don’t really need to answer certain emails – please don’t take it personally, I’m not being rude by ignoring you, I just believe that the most you guys can know are what I write into my excerpts. I do appreciate your concern but I do have my own life and sometimes I will feel a certain way during a certain point but that doesn’t mean I’m going to feel like that permanently. I feel fine and everything is as it is.

I do appreciate your concern but I do have my own life and sometimes I will feel a certain way during a certain point but that doesn’t mean I’m going to feel like that permanently. I wish I could tell you guys face to face that I feel fine and everything is as it is.

I feel like wherever I am in my life, I will feel pain and loss, I will have a grieving period but it will take as long as it must for me to get over that pain.

I think every single one of us, from such a young, age have these milestones in our minds where we were like; “oh at this point in my life I’ll be in this relationship, I’ll graduate, I’ll be married by this age” and so on so forth and when we don’t reach those milestones at those ages we feel like shit, especially when we compare ourselves to our peers, so let me tell you, it’s okay if things don’t go to plan. It’s okay if the timeline didn’t work out. It’s okay! It doesn’t matter what the milestone is, what matters is how content you are at this point in time.

You can’t live in a reality that hasn’t happened yet.

I hope this felt reassuring and I am thankful for all your support,

Much love,
Nisha x

I’ve actually noticed how miserable I’ve been this summer.

I mean I did everything I said I would, I got a job, I got into the University I wanted, I got a puppy, I reconnected with my friends but I’ve been so unsatisfied with my summer.

These past 3 months I’ve been miserable because I hate my job, I was stressed because I had drama with the admissions because they wouldn’t accept my results sheet, which dragged on for a good two months, looking after a puppy is hard and takes up time! – I’ve just been stressed.

I want a holiday so badly.

I have 27 days left.

I want to make the most of my 27 days.

Sorry for not posting!

Nisha x