I let you go because I know you deserve someone better.
I let you go knowing that I love you and I love enough that I don’t need to have you.
I can’t give you what you want, I can’t keep my promises. I know what I did was abrupt and out of the blue but you have to understand it wasn’t something I wanted to do.
I lied. I lied to you saying I didn’t love you but I didn’t lie when I did say I love you.
I hung up on you because I didn’t want to tell you the truth. I can’t tell you because I know you would accept everything I had to say but I couldn’t accept you taking on this burden.
I’m sorry my life to you is a burden. I’m sorry I have complicated people in my life that are bound to me by blood and I’m sorry I can’t rewrite my history and pull out my roots that keep me connected to lands where my family came from.
I do wish in another life you’re written for me.
I hope you’ll forgive me.
I’ll continue praying that you’re happy.
I hope you get this.
Thought I’d share an excerpt.