I thought we got past this.

Why do I keep calling you and hearing your voice mail? I thought we got past this. Why do you never return my messages or my calls but will tell me you miss me and love me a few hours before. 

I’m waiting for you. I’m waiting. I’m stupidly waiting 30 minutes, which stretch to an hour.. going further into nearly two.  

When you finally call and I can’t be asked to hear your excuse because of the tiredness, exhaustion from work, I hang up because I’m pissed. I thought we got past this. 

Communication is key, but you’re not communicating with me because someone else is more of a priority, I’m not gonna fight over you. I’m not gonna fight for your attention and I’m not gonna fight for what I know I should already have – I thought we got past this. 

I know we both have our own lives, but there is something called mutual respect. I thought we would make time for each other and respond to each other. I thought we got past this, 

I thought we got past all of this, but we haven’t.. we keep going past the same thing because we’re in this never ending cycle of arguments and problems because you’re the one who’s driving. You’re the one who has the choice to turn in a different direction, you’re the one who’s not keeping to your word and your promises. 

So, yeah, like I said before, I thought we got past this, I guess we’re gonna keep going past this until you decide to change.

 

Thought I’d share something personal.

Love,
Nisha x

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